My head is spinning and I am so confused. I am beginning to think that my sister's got the right idea by going to an all girl's college. I am so tired of all of this guy-girl flirting confusion and just ugh! I am so tired of high school, but I've got three years left!!! ... Anyone wanna got a paper bag for me to put over my head so I can hide from all guys everywhere? Someone help me... I don't want to date!!

Things that I thought I was over are coming back and I am so confused. Confusion is from Satan and I can tell that he's on the attack again. All of this reminds me of the verse that my grandma had written on my cast in eighth grade:

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understandings; in all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight.
-Proverbs 3:5-6

I memorized those two verses and it's times like these that I need to be meditating on them. It seems so simple: trust in God and not in yourself and you'll be fine, so why is that so hard to do?

God bless.
Love from your sister in Christ.
Today I thank God for: His Word.